He said that I was “lucky” to have survived.
I wiped my eyes and nodded. Then I walked toward the man who changed my life.
I met Callahan in the basement of the same church where we were getting married.
He taught piano three afternoons a week to children who never counted correctly and sang louder than they played. The first time I heard him, he was correcting a little boy’s timing with more patience than I had ever heard in a man’s voice.
“Again,” Callahan told the boy gently. “Slower this time, pal. The song isn’t running away from you!”
I smiled before I even saw him.
He was sitting at the upright piano with dark glasses on, one hand resting on the keys, the other reaching down to scratch the ears of the golden dog lying beside him. Buddy wore a harness and the patient expression of a creature who had seen all of life already.
I met Callahan in the basement of the same church where we were getting married.
By then, I was 30 and had never really dated anyone. The men I met only saw my scars. After a while, I got tired of those stares.
No one seemed to look long enough to find my heart. They just saw me as damaged goods.
But Callahan was different. Even without sight, he saw me.
***
On our first date, I looked down at the diner table and said, “I should tell you something, Callie. I don’t look like other women.”
He smiled and reached for my hand across the booth. “Good! I’ve never loved ordinary things.”
I laughed so hard that I nearly cried. That should have warned me.
Even without sight, he saw me.
By the time Lorie placed my hand in his at the altar, all those sweet memories had me in tears.
Callahan stood with Buddy beside him in a black bow tie that one of his students had insisted on picking out. Those same students were supposed to play a love song when I came down the aisle. What they produced was a brave, uneven version of one, full of missed notes and fierce effort. It was terrible in the sweetest possible way.
When the pastor asked whether I took Callahan as my husband, I said yes before he finished.
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